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A FILTERED WOMAN – BAGUDU ABUBAKAR KING JUNIOR 

January 5, 2019
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A FILTERED WOMAN – BAGUDU ABUBAKAR KING JUNIOR

What happened to my head recently, thinking of which arms he would end up in.

What a choice he made for his eyes were brighter than the sun. A glittering mind of gold he has. Wondering where I had gone wrong by my short comings.

He said I had no brains of love making turning him to a moaning bird at night. He shoots again, telling me of fantasies earlier on Constructed by a spirit he dreamt of.

I was stunted by his words, again buried my head deep inside the ground with great stars of shame.

His libido Changed from me to someone else he met at a filling station. Exchanging numbers at first sight caused our calamity.

I broke in tears again, then fell to my knees. God was the only one I should have knelt for, Why?

Ending this gracious relationship that lasted ten years just a blink of an eye.

I begged like I was begging for a second life, if feelings was installed permanently I would have won.

Walking on a lonely road then talking to my self like I was mad but had clean clothes on.

Demonstrating with both hands like I was interpreting or Communicating with a deaf and dumb.

All the drama I acted made me came closer to God, I wasn’t missing Sunday church. Fasting day and night. The scripture was my best book.

People lately stood and watched me closely, then whispering to themselves, is she insane?. I Looked  nerd before them all especially in the beautiful clothes I putted on. Men still turned and looked at me twice or trice. But what was in their dark mind? Some of the men looked. At me till I disappeared off their sights, what was in their dark heart again?. Is either they wanted to have a taste of what was discarded  by the man I once loved leaving me before my flaming eyes.

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I was changed like the way he changed clothes.

God revealed to me as my faith grew stronger, my understanding was more of a philosopher and a psychologist. Now am a Better psychiatrist. Diagnosing broken hearted madness.

 

Written by: BAGUDU ABUBAKAR KING JUNIOR 

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